phichitchu | [closed for emberossing] Out There

He doesn't even try to protest that,

"Yeah, I do," he admits, and then, "Phichit... that feels so good..." he's doing the thing where he goes all shameless, his knees sliding on the tiled floor of the shower as he tries to push harder into Phichit's hand, almost crawling into his lap to do it, mouth back to muffling himself in Phichit's shoulder, because he can tell he's getting louder, desperate.

He's not going to last long. If Phichit wants to drag things out just a little bit, to have more of a lap full of squirming, wet Yuuri, he can for at least another minute or so, but definitely no longer before Yuuri's leaving a mark low on his neck and spilling over his hand.

Phichit isn't particularly concerned about the time; he does enjoy having Yuuri writhing all over him, but he also loves him in the throes of an orgasm, quivering and pink and breathy. So he keeps doing the things that have his lover wantonly moaning against his chest, and his own breadth hitches when Yuuri comes between their bodies.

"Good boy," he finds himself cooing gently, holding his boneless friend up so he doesn't slip any further. "That's a good boy. You're wonderful," Phichit adds, peppering kisses by Yuuri's red ears.

The praise goes straight to his head in a way that he's still a little embarrassed by, even though he's trying to lean more into these kinds of things. There's a shuddery little moan to it, anyway, before Yuuri relaxes in his arms.

He always seems to get taken more or less completely offline by his orgasms, at least for a minute or two, though he seems to figure himself out more quickly with his knees on the hard, cold tile. Still, he looks cutely dazed when he finally pulls his head out of Phichit's shoulder and probably has to be helped to standing.

He's not really either standoffish or cuddly in the aftermath, he's just kind of... all knocked askew, pliant, which is a perfect time to pull him into cuddles. Either way, though, he's either leaning lazily against Phichit or the wall, under the spray of hot water now, looking way more content than anyone has a right to in a gym shower.

Phichit finds a dazed, glowing, post-orgasmic Yuuri to just be so adorable, it nearly hurts how tight he wants to get snuggly with him. But the shower isn't really a good place for that, so Phichit has to settle for the next best thing, grabbing the bar of soap and his floppy best friend and cleaning off his body idly as they stood under the shower.

"What a cutie," he hums, skimming the soap over Yuuri's belly and leaving behind a trail of suds the shower immediately washes away. "You're so fun to touch, Yuuri."

"Mm," is the only acknowledgement for a moment, though the words paint a blush high on his cheeks. He's still trying to find the rest of his brain and the way Phichit's running his hands so warmly over every part of him, it's hard to bring himself to move.

When he finally does, it's only to skim his hand up Phichit's body until he can draw his face back to his, kissing him softly for a moment. He's getting better about words, but he's still not great about them in moments like these-- but kisses and warm, lingering hands he can do, now without feeling overly self-conscious about them.

"We should get out and get home," he says, finally, but it's warm, definitely like he wants to continue this when they get there.

After the kiss it's Phichit's turn to hum as he nods and pushes his wet bangs away from his eyes.

"Good idea. Home has a bathtub and blankets."

Reluctantly Phichit shuts off the water and grabs for their towels immediately, shivering as his wet skin cools rapidly. He tosses Yuuri's towel to him and then wraps himself up like a freezer burrito in his own sunny yellow towel.

"Fuck winter!"

Yuuri can't help but laugh as he dries himself off. He's used to getting out of the hot springs in the middle of winter, so even though it's a lot colder here in some ways than back home, he's a little more used to it than Phichit.

"Without winter we wouldn't get sweaters, though," he reminds him, which is maybe a little nonsensical, but Yuuri also does seem to love winter clothes. Anything that he can bundle up in, cover up with. He still dries himself and dresses quickly, though, stealing a kiss or two in the process, laughing a bit still.

Phichit starts pulling his clothes on, including a pair of underwear this time, and turns to Yuuri with an exaggerated pout. "I do love sweaters..." he agrees. "But can't I just wear them during monsoon season, instead of 'it's so cold the wind is attacking my face' season?"

He pulls a thick maroon sweater over his head, and his hair doesn't even do it's usual static bounce because it's still damp. Fortunately, Phichit's stopped shivering, and now he can return Yuuri's kisses properly and add some of his own.

When they're both dressed for the elements, Phichit reaches for Yuuri's hand. "That was way more fun than I was expecting. You're so full of sexy surprises."

Yuuri must still be in that post-coital "everything is fucked loose" kind of stage, because he actually pouts just a tiny bit to Phichit wearing underwear to head back home. It's teasing, though, not something he's actually going to stop him from doing.

He's easy to pull in for a last couple of gentle kisses and snuggling before they have to head back out and at least look somewhat normal as they head back across campus to their dorm.

"Shouldn't that be my line?" Yuuri teases, grinning, "You're the one who surprised me."

"Hmm... I guess my surprise feels like it got overshadowed by yours, though! Anyone would believe it if you told them I went without underwear for a day, but no one would believe me if I told them--" he cuts himself of to look around furtively and then whispers closer to Yuuri's ear, "-- how much it turned you on and made you get on your knees to suck my dick!"

He says this with awe and gravitas, like it's truly unbelievable, but his eyes are sparkling with mirth. Phichit squeezes Yuuri's hand. "I'm really happy. You make me happy, Yuuri."

It's not 'I love you,' because that seems to make Yuuri uncomfortable, but that's definitely what Phichit means.

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Yuuri flushes to the teasing, but, surprisingly, it's not his normal hiding sort of flush.

"Now that I know what it's like, it'll take a lot less," he says, and it's just a statement of fact, he doesn't really realize how sexy that probably sounds. But then, he's been like that about everything, shy and embarrassed, right up until Phichit's proving how good something is-- and each time, he seems to trust him more about the next thing, easier, more comfortable with it.

Yuuri responds better to that than the I love yous as well,

"I'm glad. I like making you happy. You make me happy too."

"Okay," Phichit murmurs. "Just for the record, even though my cock is totally spent for the moment, it just throbbed when you said that. The part about wanting to do it again." He threads his fingers and Yuuri's together. "The part where you said I make you happy too just made my heart warm."

He beams, a soft, genuine, glowy expression on his face that's a lot more peaceful than his typical excitable smile. Only Yuuri has really seen this softness on him; Phichit is perfectly capable of it, but it's not his usual M.O. Yuuri is the person who draws this tender side out of him, and Phichit finds that he likes who he's becoming around Yuuri more and more.

If he thought he was in love before, well, he was completely clueless about how deep that love ran.

"Let's go home now?" He suggests, not wanting to get too lost in his thoughts no matter how happy. He had to remember to keep things simple and take them one step at a time with Yuuri. Maybe soon they could go on a date before having sex, even.

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"I do want to do it again..." sometimes, Yuuri just doesn't get it. He's not on the same page as... pretty much anyone, it seems, when it comes to relationship things, too open about some things and too reticent about others. "But I'd rather wait to get home anyway," okay, that does sound a little more like he's deliberately teasing.

And getting Yuuri to go on a date would be easy! ... Getting Yuuri to realize what he was doing was going on a date, on the other hand, would likely require explicit instruction and even then he might not get it.

Phichit laughs and pets Yuuri's head with his free hand. "I know, baby," he coos playfully. "I know you do. I wanna do it again, too."

Maybe it wasn't obvious that his cock throbbing was a good thing? So he just has to be more direct!

"I'll make dinner tonight!" He cheers. "Do you mind spicy noodles?"

"Spicy noodles sound great," he grins as they head out and there's that warm little thought that this is nice, that Phichit is always comfortable and Yuuri's very rarely scared about anything around him anymore. He can imagine someone where things would be awkward or he wouldn't know what to say afterwards very easily, though he can't imagine doing things with someone like that in the first place. But Phichit always seems to know just what to say to settle any post-sex nerves, how to change the subject without being dismissive. He falls into step with him as they walk, shivering a little in the colder air now that his hair is a little bit damp.

Phichit catches Yuuri's shiver, and he feels the chill himself, shuffling a tad closer to his partner as they walk home.

"Good! You can rest on the couch with an ice pack, okay? Maybe even put a Japanese movie on TV, so you can feel a little bit more at home! Like maybe the Japanese dub of "The King and the Skater?"

He giggles, pleased that he could tease Yuuri like this now without any tension at all. When they'd first met, things had been so different, but now Yuuri really felt like home.

"Is that a treat for me because I'm injured or one for you because you have to put up with me?" Yuuri teases. And then he leans in, and there's a sly curve to his mouth when he quietly adds, "Or is it a reward for the locker room?"

Because Yuuri is always shy and quiet right up until he isn't anymore.

"I like to think it can be a treat for both of us! But I'll be happy with any movie you pick, as long as you're happy," Phichit admits. He shudders playfully when Yuuri uses his flirtatious voice.

"God, you're so sexy. I think you deserve a special reward for that. Maybe something you pick out, if you're ready."

He doesn't want to rush things, but it would be nice to let Yuuri pick their next activity.

"I still don't see it," he admits, even though it's still in that quiet tone for just the two of them, grinning, "I know what I want to do next," he adds, "but we can't for a while. I'll have to think about something else I want instead."

Granted, his voice was low and granted, he's speaking so obliquely that Phichit may have to wrack his brains trying to think about what they'd talked about in the locker rooms, unless the meaning is immediately clear, but all signs definitely point to Yuuri just saying in public that he's interested in having sex with Phichit.

"Ready" isn't the problem. The problem is Yuuri being able to figure out and actually say what it is that he wants.

"Curses," Phichit swears with a giggle. "I'll make you see it someday, Yuuri!"

When Yuuri implies that there is something he wants but that they "can't do", it takes Phichit a moment to remember his lamenting the impending skating season and how a particular thing would impact their training. He blushes a little, though his cheeks were already pink from the cold, as he realizes that Yuuri's referring to butt stuff.

"Oh," Phichit murmurs, caught off guard. "Yeah. We will get to it for sure, though. I really wanna..."

Perhaps for the first time since this relationship started, Phichit is the more flustered of the two, as he imagines himself and Yuuri alternating roles in fucking each other.

"What about you?" it's pretty clear that, for once, Yuuri's not interested in embarrassed silence. There's no one else around them to overhear them as they walk and something about doing something so publicly-- less because of the public and more because of the having the delay before they're somewhere they can really curl around each other-- has him expressing closeness in words for once, rather than actions.

"Was there something else you wanted to do? I... honestly I'm not sure I know a lot more about what else there even is," his cheeks are bright pink, but he's not backing down from the conversation. "I know you said you wanted to take more pictures..."

Phichit nods and squeezes Yuuri's hand. "I would like that. Setting up a sexy photoshoot, helping you pose... Or just letting you show off your natural sex appeal without my help," he says in a low whisper, beaming brightly. "And we could always do butt stuff to prepare for going all the way."

"But-Butt stuff?" at first Phichit probably thinks he's gone too far and Yuuri is clamming up, but then he's laughing and hisses under his breath, "Phichit! You say all kinds of dirty things to me all the time and you're going to call it butt stuff?" He's still laughing a little, but the grin shades tender,

"You're really cute, do you know that?" it's actually one of the first times he's said something like that so directly, not because he hasn't thought about it, but because he's usually just not that direct in general.

For the briefest moment, Phichit worries that he misunderstood Yuuri and that they haven't been talking about the same thing. But then Yuuri bursts out laughing, and Phichit gets to look scandalized even though Yuuri's giggling is delightful.

"People totally call it butt stuff!" He insists, trying to keep his voice down even though he wants to screech. "Like all the things you can do to a butt! Fingering, rimming... maybe other stuff I have to look up..."

He's definitely blushing now, totally smitten with this sweet, forthcoming, adorable side of Yuuri. "Not as cute as you, with your cute face and cute butt."

Yuuri can't seem to stop laughing, but at least that's better than him being weirdly quiet and distant, right?

"Well, then I definitely want to do butt--" he has to struggle to not laugh, a little huff of it coming out anyway, "butt stuff with you. You really do make everything kind of... fun and easy, you know? I'm not... used to that," he's grinning. "None of it seems very intimidating, like this."

He will, still, of course, freak out a little when he's actually doing it, but Phichit's probably learned that the anxiety is just that-- a baseless thing that happens to Yuuri. This is really what Yuuri thinks about everything, right here.

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