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[closed for emberossing] Out There

Phichit Chulanont wasn't particularly known for his subtlety, and ever since he had started a relationship of sorts with his roommate and absolute best friend, he's been even less secretive about his body and less discriminating in initiating contact with Yuuri. But this, he thinks as he gets dressed, is going to be pushing things further than they've ever gone.

He finishes getting ready, in his sweats and a hoodie, grabbing his gym bag with clean clothes and his skates, of course, and leaves his little room to wait for Yuuri so they can head to the rink together.

"Did you eat breakfast yet?" He calls, grabbing a banana off of the counter for himself. He's already had his cereal before getting dressed, but he always gets hungry by the time they get to the rink anyways. Yuuri, on the other hand, will sometimes forget to eat right when he has things on his mind, like training for the Grand Prix. Which is why Phichit is planning this little game for them in the first place.

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Yuuri's eyes do blink open, but it's even odds on whether he actually sees Phichit, or if he's still asleep. His own hand reaches up and curls around Phichit's for a moment, dragging him in just a little to press a kiss on the side of his hand. It's thoughtless and sweet and open enough that it's even more likely that he's not really awake.

A moment later he shifts a little bit and curls back into the sofa, eyes closing again.

Phichit is so taken aback by the sweetness of Yuuri's sudden, mindless gesture that he has to clap a hand over his mouth to keep from squealing out loud. His boyfriend-ish person is so, so freaking cute!!

Phichit folds Yuuri's glasses and places them down on the coffee table, then gets a small throw blanket and tosses it over his body. He kisses Yuuri's forehead, then creeps back to the kitchen much more quietly to finish dinner.

Yuuri stirs a little bit to the blanket, but just cuddles in again a moment later, and he doesn't fully wake up until dinner's finished and Phichit wakes him for it. He's completely adorable rubbing at his eyes and fumbling for his glasses, but it's the smile when everything comes back into focus and he sees Phichit with the food that's probably the cutest. He scoots over a little on the sofa,

"Here, I think there's room if you sit on the non-icepack side," the pack is mostly cool now rather than cold, but it's still comfortable on the bruised skin, so he doesn't really want to move it just yet. It's pretty clear that the invitation is to cuddle up into his other side, though. They don't usually eat on the sofa, but he doesn't want to sit in the chair right now.

Yuuri also isn't normally so inviting of touch, but he seems to be in a rare mood today, and it's likely best not to look a gift horse in the mouth.

The noodles and vegetables are steaming and drizzled with a salty-spicy sauce when Phichit turns the burner off ands turns to his roommate. He gets a soft smile on his face when he looks at a dozing Yuuri, simultaneously excited to watch him wake up and reluctant to actually wake him. But he needs to eat, and maybe take some painkillers, so Phichit dishes up two plates and then brings them to the little table.

Yuuri wakes up easily and in adorable installments, until he's sitting up and patting the space beside him. Phichit readily takes the seat and pushes Yuuri's plate towards him.

"Eat, eat" he chirps. "I think this is my best cooking yet."

He sits so their shoulders are touching and grins.

He grins and bumps his shoulder a little against Phichit's when they settle. He'll probably be embarrassed about how he's acted today later, but right now, he continues that weird stage he's been in all day where all of this seems perfectly normal. He digs into the noodle and makes a delightedly surprised noise at the first bite,

"Oh wow, these are really good! I mean, everything you cook is good, but these are great!" he grins in the teasing way, "Are you sure you want me to eat these? I might make you cook everything all the time."

Phichit loves this ease on Yuuri, the way he readily shares his body space and touches Phichit. He settles into the couch and gives a tiny laugh, watching with anticipation as Yuuri tastes his food.

"You like it?" He chirps, then takes a bite of his own food. "Oh wow, this is really edible! I found the recipe online and made some changes, that's all. I like cooking."

"I think it's better than edible, Phichit. This is fantastic!" he has another bite and his stomach growls again. He laughs, "I'm trying, I'm trying."

It's maybe a little harder to eat on the sofa, but it's hopefully worth it for how cuddled together they can stay. Yuuri's going to make short work of the food anyway, though he's trying to eat more slowly and savor it.

The compliment warms Phichit's heart, along with the spice of the dish, but nothing tops watching Yuuri try to inhale his plate. He laughs and gently nudges him.

"Yuuri, the food isn't going to escape. Don't give yourself heart burn!" He smiles. "I can make this for you everyday, it wasn't that hard to do. You really likes it this much?"

"Sorry, sorry," he ducks his head, "I'm more hungry than normal after practice," there's that sly look again, "I wonder why, hm?" the tone clearly says he doesn't mind one bit, though. He does slow down a little bit, though.

"It really is good," he confirms. "Most of your cooking is, honestly, though, so I'm not really surprised." Then again, Yuuri is also not a picky eater, really. He definitely has foods he gravitates towards, but with a few exceptions food is just kind of food. They can't eat most of the things he really likes during skating season anyway. But this is delicious.

"Oooh, I wonder why," he replies with a giggle. "I guess it's good I made extra food, because you're insatiable in more ways than one!"

He nudged Yuuri and poked his thigh playfully. "You're so nice about my cooking. I'm just trying to copy what I saw my mom doing, plus I watch videos on YouTube. Maybe we could watch some videos together tonight?"

"Maybe a little," he admits, blushing high on his cheeks, and he's got to be comfortable to say something like that. There's little glimpses like that, under the surface of him being shy, days like today, that point to insatiable being a good word for it, if he can ever get out of his head enough to pursue something like that. In a way, though, it's not surprising-- that's pretty much everything with Yuuri.

And so is the confused look he gives Phichit a moment later. He can hear the italics, knows Phichit's talking about something other than cooking videos, but his mind just doesn't make the leap to whatever Phichit is talking about,

"Videos?"

Phichit nods, and then leans in to whisper. "Adult videos, Yuuri. Some couples watch porn together. It might make things more fun?" He breathes a little shyly, waiting to see how Yuuri will react.

Yuuri's eyes go wide and he flusters a little, sitting back in shock, but he doesn't immediately refuse, which is pretty shocking even on top of everything else,

"You... want to watch porn with me?" he sounds maybe a little incredulous, but it's not necessarily in a negative way, just a Yuuri way, the way he deals with anything new. He looks a little bewildered, "I... think it's going to be way more awkward than sexy but... okay. If you want to. So long as it's okay for me to tell you if it makes me too embarrassed, or you're not going to be disappointed..." look at him, negotiating boundaries like he has any idea what he's doing.

Truth be told, it doesn't really sound all that hot to him, but neither would Phichit telling him he was going to not wear underwear for a day, either. There's a lot that doesn't sound fun that is, so he's willing to give him the benefit of the doubt, here.

Phichit is patient as Yuuri digests the thought, a little anxious to see his reaction. He smiles encouragingly when Yuuri seems open to it.

"It probably will be awkward at first, but when we find the right video I bet you'll get super turned on. I can already imagine it," he confesses. Then he takes Yuuri's hand and squeezes it. "But if you don't like it, of course I'm not gonna get disappointed, Yuuri! This is just a fun thing to try out. If either of us doesn't like it, then of course we'll stop. I promise."

"...Okay, then." He's still not super thrilled about the idea, already kind of weird and nervous about it. But as they're both learning, that's really just his reaction to anything new. But once he gets the hang of something, he can be really, surprisingly open and into it. There's no reason to expect this to be any different.

"What... um. What were you thinking about watching?"

He licks some sauce off of his lip and hums. "Well, I was thinking of finding a video of some cute twinks messing around. Nothing with any extreme kinks, or anything, but like, touching each other... getting handsy and breathless... maybe doing a little more...."

He's blushing just thinking about it, mostly about Yuuri getting flushed as his gaze darts to the screen with every noise the actors make, while Phichit jerks him off and touches his nipples.

Amusingly, it's really Phichit's reaction to the whole thing that has Yuuri flushing and a little excited about this. He's not really sure how he's going to react, himself, to it. But seeing how excited Phichit is has him thinking about what kind of things he's probably going to want to do while they watch.

"Okay. That sounds... interesting," he's very much aware that's far from the sexiest thing he's ever said, but he's into it, he promises.

Phichit is well-versed in Yuuri talk, so he knows the difference between agreeing just to be polite and agreeing out of curiosity; this, he's pretty sure, is the latter. He shovels another bite of food into his mouth to suppress some of his eager smile.

"Yay! What kind of stuff do you usually watch?"

"Oh! ... um..." Yuuri flushes a far brighter red than his answer indicates he ought to be, "I... actually I don't usually watch much porn. I mean, sometimes? But not really enough to have a... thing I normally watch, I guess?" Wow, he is way embarrassed about that.

(The truth is, there aren't very many porn stars who look like Viktor. The truth is, he's found the videos a long time ago where it's easy to see the tension in Viktor's thighs going into a jump, the ones where he's making bedroom eyes at the camera in interviews and talking in Russian. The truth is, he has the links all saved in the same bookmarks folder, videos queued to exactly the right timestamps.)

Phichit can totally be okay with Yuuri not being one for porn, except that he's acting super guilty in a way that doesn't match what he's saying.

"Hmm... if you don't usually watch porn, then what do you usually do when you need to get off? Do you listen to stuff? Use nudie mags? Have really thorough fantasies?

He's a little breathless just thinking about these things, what Yuuri might get up to alone in bed.

Yuuri squirms, uncomfortable, but Phichit knows him well enough to know it's the uncomfortable he gets when he's going to do or say something he's embarrassed about, not the kind he gets when he wants out of a situation. He's still going along with everything, just in a very Yuuri way.

"Uh... fantasies mostly, I guess?" even here, his walls are covered in Victor posters, it's not a difficult guess what he's thinking about, but he does make it a little easier, "And uh... videos. Just not porn, usually."

Phichit stifles laughter, his eyes flitting around the room to the few posters of Viktor hanging in their shared space. Videos that aren't porn and fantasies... it's not very hard to guess what Yuuri's talking about.

"You take skating so seriously!" He can't help but comment. "You made it to the Grand Prix final, so you're definitely going to meet him soon. What will you do? Seduce him?"

There's a moment where Yuuri looks like he's going to deny it, cheeks reddening, already shaking his head, but he doesn't actually say that's not what he meant.

"I don't know what I'm going to do. Definitely not that, though. He doesn't even know me. I'd never be bold enough," he doesn't cite Phichit as a reason not to, but it's mostly because, whatever is happening between them, Phichit would likely kill him if he had a chance to sleep with Viktor and didn't take it. It's something of an unspoken understanding.

But he doesn't really want to talk about Viktor right now anyway, not like that. It's something he barely manages to allow himself in his own head, he certainly can't talk about it, which is about the only thing that gets what he does say out of his mouth,

"What... uh... what do you usually do?"

Phichit is certainly genre savvy enough to know when the subject is intentionally being changed, but he doesn't want to embarrass Yuuri too much, did he'll let it go. They'll make Viktor Seducing Plans later.

He considers the question for a moment. "Well, I've tried all kinds of things. But it's usually best when I'm listening to something. I really like the videos with just one person getting off because they're usually hot and noisy but it's easy to close your eyes and imagine other stuff, too. Like a skating role model."

Yuuri considers that for a moment. Even though he doesn't watch a whole lot of porn, his fantasies are always a lot more visual. (If that's somehow connected to why his room is plastered in Viktor posters, though, he's never fully made that connection, doesn't think of them like that, even though he watches the videos for that express purpose.)

"Stop it with that stuff..." Yuuri protests, about the skating role model comment, flushing (though he still doesn't say he's wrong) but the more he thinks about the kind of thing Phichit is talking about... "Do you... think they have something like that with two people?" he's already bright red, so he's just forging ahead, here, "I mean... something more to listen to than see. I think it might be...easier, if it's a little different from what I'm used to anyway."

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Foreshadowing lol

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